Sometimes I ...

• ... don't answer the phone at home because I just want to be left alone.
• ... wonder what my life would have been like if I hadn't been able to have the kids (as the doctors predicted!)
• ... let people take advantage of my generous nature and I always end up angry at myself for letting them.
• ... wish I had travelled more on my own before settling down.
• ... hide special treat food from the kids just so I can have it to myself.
• ... wonder 'what if this is all there really is?'
• ... just have to laugh at the stupidity and ignorance of the people I seem to encounter on a regular basis, but only because homicide is still illegal.
• ... just don't want to and you can't make me!
• ... wonder when I got so cranky.